Today, I was checking my email. That was regular for me. I usually check my email four-five times a day. There is nothing else to do when laptop is right in front. I noticed that there were some folders in my email account that I had thought were already been erased. I opened one of the folders. It contained all the emails I had thought I will never have to see again, and was so relieved. Because those emails reminded me of the worst time of my life. Now, once again those emails were there. The problem is I cannot even delete them. I think I am being self-sadist - taking pleasure in my own pain. My whole evening got ruined by those emails. I haven't been able to concentrate. Exams are only less than two weeks away. Yes, I am almost prepared, but still if things like this started happening, then who know what is going to happen. I won't be able to concentrate on my study or I might even start to forget things that I think I had already prepared. What would I do? I don't know. May be fail the exam and myself too.
Good thing about life is: as long as you are alive, things that donot kill you just make you stronger. This is a recurring theme in my life. I am getting stronger and stronger everyday, everyyear, every moment. But what if there is a limit in that too? What if I am not able to get stronger any further than the limit? What will I do at that point? I don't want to think about that.
posted by dipeshb @ 12:45 AM
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